hola ~ :D ps nwadays bz chiong maple no time bloq lurhs xD hehe .. nw ii in ship to orbis .. dam free ~ so come update my bloq ^^ . hehe neewayz ~ my maple lvl 52 lurhs ~ keke tml 4x laz day lurhs and imma going sg wang wif my mama ;D woot ~ monday v went to mid valley .. but aiks .. no shou huo lols. >< . and dhat sunday v went to niuzhexui ~ dhe disney festival xD . nth wan larhs .. jz see disney character model lols. and take foto lidat oni .. for kids narhs . but wun bored oso hehe cz many leng zai working dere xD summore still can shop dere :D so still okok larhs ~ .

dhat day ii went to a dinner . kinda long ago lurhs . like 2 weeks b4? lols. and ii saw 1 waitress .. qort 80 % look like him .. reali very xiang .. and ii jz cant keep my eye off him .. dunnoe whyie .. mayb .. ii still love him? . and he jz look like him .. so ii cant stop lookin at him? .. aw .. idk larhs ..

2dae ii ben lai wan qo out buy lunch myself derhs .. dhen qo 7-11 buy cash .. ytd nite ii told my popo said ii 2dae qo buy lunch myself .. dhen hw ii noe 2dae she ngam ngam wan qo out buy medicine worhs ._. dhen she qo out wif me lurhs T_T aiks .. spoil my plan ! argh . dhis sat is my singing contest lurhs X.X scare siax :X .

喜欢下雨，因为你不会知道我流泪；喜欢发呆，因为你不会知道我想你；喜欢孤单，因为你不会发现我爱你；喜欢在你身边，因为你是我快乐的唯一因素。

Hola :D imma maplinq nw ~ but ii met a da hao ren lemme slack mcpq :DD so ii come bloq bloq ~ hehs . 2dae ii finally 2nd job jor :D . in 3 days ~ xixi . 1st time siax o.o . heh imma lvl 31 jor :D 50 % d nw ~ going lvl 32 lurhs F3 . LOL .. and dhis da hao ren .. ~ he live in ss2 ~ near near jiek xD and he's .. ex CHSian ._. dhis yr 22 d lols. cooooool? xP . hehe so qiao siax .. oso CHS derhs student ..

ytd nite . lin yu zhong at jaya one time square dere qort a mini concert derhs .. ben lai plan hao wan qo derhs .. mama oso allow d derhs .. but lehhs .. she ytd nv come bck popo house dinner siax ._. no ppl fetch us qo T_T dhen .. cant qo d .. sob .. ii afternoon still very happy .. tot nite can qo see lin yu zhong jor .. hw ii noe .. T_T ... eeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

hola ~ :D Maplesea Fornax world rawkx man ~ ue noe .. whn ii just started in maple island ~ dere were so many ppl ~ lols. 1st time see maple island qort so many ppl X.x wan find a box to hit oso hard lols. all chiong dhe box :X . and dhis were is like pirate world xD q0rt 90 % is pirat job derhs ._. lols. swt siax .. fun lurhs dhis world ~ rawkx man ! much more better dhen cass .. ii quited cass luu ~ oni afk dhat time will on cass .. so wun waste cash item xD . in 3days .. q0rt ppl chiong till lvl 65 jor !! . dam pro man .. ii oni lvl 29 siax X_x but qort 16 buddy ady xD . most close derhs ish my meii and my kor luhs x33 . my best fwen in fornax :D . and qort new pq in heneys derhs for lvl 10 ~ 200 o.O .. dhis pq kinda fun siax ~ but exp n0t reali much .. hmm ... zhong zhi 1 word ~ RAWKX ARHSS ~~~~ :DD . hehes . aiya .. 3.10 am d o.o ben lai wan write many geh .. but popo scold jor :X .. tml or next time oni write barhs :D nitez ~ xD

-signed off-

IMissYouButIHateYou, YouStoleMyHeartAwayButYouNeverGiveItBackToMe .

Hola ~ 2dae pirate job cominq out ! . and has new world FORNAX WORLD ~ WOOHOO . and its abit special ~ msian players wun be so laq playinq dhat server ^^ . and er it will havinq a 24 hrs 4x exp event for 2 weeks ! ( just for Fornax wolrd ) :D cool huh? . kinda lurve it x3 ~ . hmm .. but as normal ~ . dhis patch extended too X.X . extended abt hmm ... 4 hrs o.o ( xin ku ni men lurhs GM ) . hehe . neewayz ~ imma movinq tuhhs fornax world ! cant wait tuhhs play lurhs .. still runninq patch nw :X . aiks .. but dhey said muz chg pw oni can play o.o but asiasoft web is n0rt workinq X.X . hw to chg pw huuh ? . aww .. Maple havinq 2nd pw function ~ to prevert us wun tio hack so easily ~ :D x3 . maple qettinq more fun o____O ii tink ~ x) . WOOTS o.o while ii writinq dhis post o.o my patch done ! and ii chged my pw O_______O ZOMFG ! ii can play lurhs .. tot wan write more derhs .. dun wan write liao ii qo play xin ! dam excited qo new world man ! WOOOOO !

-signed off-

HateThatILoveYou .

hola ~ sian larhs ... my fs acc qort problem niax ... left 5 fwens oni -_- . 1k+ fwens all gone lurhs T_T . but luckily my 1st acc no prob hehe ^^ .. if n0rt ... 4k fwens all qone lurhs ~ ... diaos .. so toopid siax zzz . nw nid find bck all my fwens .. aiks sian larhx .. do wert siax ..

HateThatILoveYou ! ...

hola ~ . in my msn personal message dere . ii wrote dhis .

IHateYouButIMissYou , YouStoleMyHeartAwayButYouNeverGiveItBackToMe . 1437 . wdf is dhis? ._.

after ii wrote dhis . kinda many ppl told me dhis .

'' IHateYouButIMissYou , YouStoleMyHeartAwayButYouNeverGiveItBackToMe . means I love You '' lols. ii wrote wdf is dhis? dun mean ii dunnoe wert's dhe meaninq . its juz .. ii am blur .. ii dunnoe wert's my heart thinkinq .. idk whyie ii write dhat .. mayb .. its from my true heart? :X ermm ... nbm . lols.

-signed off-

ii am fuckinq sian now ... maple cant in , audi keep dc -.- wdf . SARKS ! .

Maple is reali very very very very very very fuckinq sian now . ii feel like wanna quit jor . but ii still q0rt many cash inside .. bu she de waste my $$ .. mayb wait till all cash item expired lurhs .. oni quit barhs? . nw will still be active geh .. wait till SDO-2 out lurhs . ii q0rt it jor . if nice . ii will be very ianctive in maple lurhs . or mayb dun care those cash d . juz quit lurhs .. now whole cass dced and cant loqin . at 1st ii tot ii laq inside . dhen ii close maple open aqn . still cant loqin .. ii tot ii tio hacked d lols. ii on Littlel3aby wanna qo check see . dhen cass q0rt prob cant even qo in . mayb q0rt a very very very pro derhs hacker hacking whole cass? . dhen tml whole cass tio hacked ! ROFLMFAO ! my imagination dam coooool X) . haihs . sian . audi suddenly dunnoe whyie . ii in 1 room dc 1 time -_- . cant even play .. diaos . asiasoft . sarks ! .

dhis holidae reali sian lurhs .. mom dun lemme qo out . even though wif my sis ._. . eveyday stay at home . although can play com . but everyday play.. oso sian till hai jor larhs zzz . diaos . summore dhis holidae din q0 travel lurhs T_T . ben lai x'mas wanna q0 sg derhs.. dhen book bu dao hotel . din qo d .. haihs .. sian larhs .................................

whn PMR will release lehhs? ... very gan jiong lehhs .. scare oni get 1 or 2 A's T_T .. aiks .. next next sat singing exam jor .. very scare lehhs .. scare cant pass .. haihs .. imma failure x.x .

我真得很想你，很想你，这种想是没有办法形容的，就像你与生俱来已经存在于我的心灵里般，融入了我的灵魂里般，无时无刻不能忘记，思念的痛苦已经折磨得我体无完肤，心灵的煎熬更是对我肉体最大的摧残，为什么你会出现在我的生命里，为什么你会夺走了我的灵魂，却留给我一副没有任何意义的躯壳，我真的好想好想忘记你，但是我感觉我自己真的办不到，虽然我无时无刻不在心里编织对爱的谎言，虽然我无时无刻不在强迫自己把你忘记。

如果我是一块橡皮该多好，那样我就可以把你从心底轻易得檫去了，虽然还是会留下一些铅笔的痕迹，但是只需要用手轻轻地压两下，就会消失不见了。。

你的身影如闪烁的星空，
逐渐溶于晨光之中，
现在失去你的踪影，
我思念日益渐浓，
不管坚强或者软弱，
我的心意永远陪在你身旁，
只要有你，我不会迷惘，
因你的思念永在我心上，
我俩一同的时光，怎么样，我也相信，你的希望。。。
就算不实现，就算是谎言，黑夜过后黎明中将出现。

再回到你的身边，
如今已经不可能；
我不停地告诫自己企图不再想你。
如果真的可以的话，
我真想忘记你，
忘记我心中全部的你！
愿以为早已枯竭的泪眼失去了流泪的权利，
可每当我想起你的时候却让我哭泣。
泪水，原来真的可以绵绵不绝；
天堂，比不上你对我的微微一笑。
对不起，
或许只有遗忘，
我才能得到解脱，
在这里开始，
也在这里结束。。。




只是，
如果这段爱情决定要失败。
那么，
在终点之前，
我愿意在爱你一次。。。