yellow ! . anyone miss me? x] . ii miss my net LOTS man . aiks .. in cyber agn hahs . my sis suggested too :) . please larh . ii good girl . won't come to such places unless qort ppl bring me okays xD . ii know no ppl will trust me larhs lols. ~ neewayz .. ii qort many thing wanna write .. ii guess? :x .

26/7/2009
Happy Birthday Ying Yin & Ying Wei's . :) . post picta next time .. whn my net okays lols. -.- .

29/7/2009
report card day lols. another teacher say me lazy -_- . wdh ~~ . aiks .. my teacher tell my daddy .. ching pei arhs .. she got no problem larh .. she can study well .. just abit lazy arh .. LOL . swts .. another lazy .. -.- . my lazy-ness . so ming xian mehhs? LOL . dhen after dhat my daddy fetch me home liaos .. dhen he went tmnet centre check dhe modem larh .. dhen he told me is dhe modem spoiled . he bought a new 1 .. but ytd called dhe shu qin aunty come my hse helped us fix .. but .. cant use ? ... dhat's whyie ii still nid to come here siol ._. .
after bck home from skul . dam sian 1 . nothing do siax !! . watched K.O.one -.- . from 12pm watch till 8pm .. watched whole day .. swts -.- . bored ~~
ii sick jor T_T . again niax -.- . ii sicked 4 times in dhis 2 months ._. . swts .. ii slept so early .. 10.30 pm jiu qo to bed liaos . IMMA GOOD GIRL RIGHTS? x] . hahas . dhe medicine larhs !! make me so dam sleeeepy ! . dhen qo slp lorhs .. since ii qort nothing to do too -.- . so long never slp so dam early jor lols. nwadays ii 11 ++ oso qo to bed jor niax .. dam fucking sian man wdh .

30/7/2009
kao ! sit beside me dhat sohai fuck face . she wan lend my 作文纸 . ii act cant hear larhs . dun wan lend her marhs haha . dhen ue noe wert ?! . she took my 作文纸 from my bag ! withouth my permission _l_ . she took jor . still very happy called me . ching pei ~ ue see wert ii take?
dhen ii turn my head qo see lorhs .. she taking my 作文纸 -.- . whole 叠 .. qort 10+ 作文纸 dere .. guess wert !? . when she return me .. she oni return 2 papers niax ? . took 10 + papers return 2 papers ? niama ? . ii dun wan scold her niax . _l_ .

2dae arhs . ym so funny so cute LOL . whn BM period arh . teacher called us copy nota from dhe buku kerja . dhen we diam diam copy lorhs .. dhen ii wan ask her nid copy dhe gaya bahasa borhs . ii just turn my head . said . ym . dhen she jumped up lmfao . she xia dao. swt siol . wo xia dao ta hahahaha . lidat oso kena xia dao swt . she still say . walao . whyie suddenly turn . like ghost sia . xia dao wo . roflmfao . cowardy :P .

2dae arhs .. err .. ii bo ponteng tuition horhs ~~ ii went tuesday d wakaka . ii good student larhs please . don't ponteng 1 hahaha . xD . okays larhs . maple finally can ply jor . ii qo play 1st lurhs ! dam miss maple siax !! cant wait lurhs hehs . byes ~

cyas whn my net okays -.- . lols. ~ ciaos ~ <3>

lols. yellow .. in cyber agn >< . dhis time is my sis suggest d hahaha . going vocal class later .. haihs .. ii kinda hate vocal class nw D: . mama called us go out makan ourself . dhen still qort time mai come cyber luu . ehleh .. dam sian larh .. at home .. everyday bcome piq -.- .. slp slp slp .. cz reali nth else can do == . dhis week diff lurhs ! must learn my vocal d ! argh ! .

ehleh .. nothing to write -.- .
byes :) .

ehleh ehleh yellow ~ dam sian siol .. haihs .. home modem spoil jor T_T .. in cyber nw xDD . wif my sis lols. cz she oso despo to online F3 . so ii suggested come cyber and she agreed :D . leh leh ~ ii tink i'm nort gonna call my mama fix modem 1st .. qonna mia for few weeks ? . lemme concentrate in my vocal exam 1st >< . after exam oni online lurhs .. if can .. haihs .. cant lvl 120 agn lurhs T_T . waited almost 1 months .. still nid wait more few weeks .. wdf siol ! . diu

neewayz . 2dae my gong gong come bck home lurhs hahahahaha . wbs gong gong xD .. ii wan play audi siax .. but haven patch T_T .. 9 pg siol == . ii tink 2 hrs oso cant patch finish zzz . sians . maple nth do oso . wert siax ..

ii qort many tinq nid do !! .
1st ii nid hafal dhe lyrics & dhe chords .
2nd ii nid hafal dhe lyrics and dhe steps .
3rd ii nid hafal dhe steps ! .
luckily school bo exam.. if nort can kill me ady ...

okays .. lazy write lurhs =/ .

MIA FEW WEEKS . see when ii qort come cyber .. update again barhs :) .

today . went MPH book fair held in my school hall . a book title ' The keeper ' attracted me alort . feel like wanna buy it .. but ii din bring monneh ! D: . it cost RM42 ++ . haihs .. ii want it lots . it attracted me lots .. dunnoe whyie .. mayb cause it's about death story? :S . dunnoe larhs T_T . ii wan it !! . haihs .. mayb find 1 day qo MPH search for it barhs? . >< .

neewayz . ii saw a chinese story book . qort free maple note book !!!!!! . OMG OMG OMG ! . ben lai wan buy it geh .. but horhs .. think xia think xia .. just wan dhe maple notebook so buy dhe book . nort worth sehhs ? . dhen din buy lurh =/ . aiks ..

eunice dam yeng siol !! . she went dhe book fair . bought around RM150 ++ man !! . walao !!! . dam geng siax .. zai larhs .. lols. ~ never see ppl buy so many books in skul b4 ._. . 150 bucks siol !! . ~~ walao ~~

XI . read this .

Listen to me . Don't listen to him . he talk crap only .

especially after broke up . I can give you some examples . From my experience? lols. xD .

YC ( ask me if you don't know who lai derhs ) is the best example ! . I suggested to break up . and he respected my choice :) . But he said .
I respect your choice . But I will still love you forever . My heart will never change ! . Forever only you in my heart . ilyf .
but after 2 weeks . what he did ? . He found a new girlfriend :) . It's not 2 years or 2 months . It's 2 weeks ! . just 14 days . what he said ? . and what he did ? . think yourself :] .

another example . DLWM ( same word . ask me if you don't know who's that ) . We stead for around 9 months . and still I'm the one who suggested to break up xD . and he said .
Nevermind . I will chase you back . Some day . You will be mine once again till forever . ilyf .
yeah right . till now he's still chasing me back . but what ? he likes Steph :) . the girl who he really really like now is Steph . But why is he still chasing me ? . idk lols. ~ xD .

Think about it youself . 2 examples . I think is enough . If not enough . tell me . I can tell you more :) .

Nothing is forever .
There is no such word call forever :] .

Guys sarks . excluded MW ( still the same word lols. ) . Like him this kind of boy . really pupus lurhs . feel free go and read his blog . That's what call loyal . The real loyal lols. xD . His blog everything about her . even his blog url . also her . his game ign . also her . They broke up 10 months lerh . but very obvious can see that he still love her lots .

I know maybe you will tell me . his blog didn't write about you . his blog url not about you or whatever blablabla . don't mean that he don't love you anymore . What I can say is . from the action can know almost everything :D .

Listen me or not . Is your choice . I don't force you :) . But if anthing happen . Don't regret :] .

D: . yellow . i'm hungry siol :( . aiks .. 13 hrs bo eat lurhs D: . from morning 6am ate a piece of cake and a cup of milo .. till now . din eat anytinq ! uhh .. cos my gong gong laz sat masuk hospital .. my popo whole day at hospital take care my gong gong .. no ppl cook for me D: . my mom told me about dhis . she said tml da bao rice from school lurh . popo nort at home no ppl cook for me . but dhen 2dae too rush ._. . my van ady came jor .. ii haven rdy . dhen ii rush rush rush .. forgot bring monneh to skul ! . D: . so recess cant eat .. cant da bao .. dhen never eat D: . aww .. neewayz . going out makan sooon :) .

ehleh . dhis sat gonna spam -.- . laz sat cos my gong gong suddenly masuk hospital .. so cant spam .. haihs .. nid wait till dhis sat .. if dhis sat my gong gong haven come out .. still nid wait till next sat ! wdf ! . gong gong ! hope you recover soon :) . cos if he haven come out .. ii nid qo out makan .. oways makan till 10pm + lidat oni bck .. lidat waste jor my few hrs 2x -.- . bo hua lurhs ! aiks .. idk wert happen to my gong gong .. my mom never tell me .. ii oso paiseh ask >< . dhen apa pun tak tau :x . hehe . neewayz . ii get no.14 in my class O.O . LOL xD . hahaha . but purata 40+ oni . >< . aiks .. next wed parents day lurhs ~ ahleh ahleh ~ no scare larhs . ii in skul so good girl . hahaha ! xP . duhh ~ II PASSED MY BM :] . naahh giant . ii said ii will pass my accounts and BM means ii will pass ! :P . although just pass few marks larhs x.x . but also PASS wert x] .

btw . dhat day en.ng gave us bck our exam paper . say dhat beach karangan tak boleh larhs ! very laobeh ! . bahasa dam noob ! hahahaha ! happy siol me . oways write karangan . she wrote finish jor 1 paragraph lidat . dhen she will call me read her karangan . ii oways say her bahasa wrong jor . mai listen to me . keep say she correct . oways read my karangan say my bahasa so weird . call me correct it . ii mai correct dhen say later all wrong nort her business . nahh . who dhe real noob now . ~ sohai .

Ps : bout dhe previous post . read it . and forget it :) . kays ? .
and horhs . dun tell me 天生我才必有用 larhs please . it's lame larhs okays -.- . ii know you guys are trying to cheer me :] . but ii really nothing larhs . idk whyie ii write dhat post too :S .thanks <3

okays . gtg bath dhen qo out makan lurhs ! :D . cant wait siol ! cos imma reali dam hungry D: . urgh ~ ciaos ~~

ps : Ignore my noob english .




What's dream ? . What's ambition ? . everyone have a dream , an ambition . They go for it . But where's mine ? . Where's my dream ? . What's my dream ? . Where's my ambition ? . What's my ambition ? . I don't know .. Maybe just like the result of the 2 quiz I did few weeks ago in facebook . You will be a garbage man. Your future job is a cleaner . I did 2 quiz about 'what's your future job ' . 一个不一定准，可是两个。。可以说它一定不准吗？...


Last time my mom said this to me . ' your vocal exam . sure fail derhs larhs ' . Just now went vocal class . Even my teacher also say ' 你没得救了。。' . 他们都对我失去希望了。。我没有老师的支持，家人的支持。。你觉得我可以成功吗？一个人，之所以能成功，是因为他们有家人的支持，朋友的支持。。而我，什么也没有。你觉得我对自己还会有信心吗？没了信心。。还能做到最好吗？还能成功吗？. What I think now is .. just let it fail . since teacher also said I 没得救了 .. why should I force myself to practice till so tired .. and the result come out is fail . isn't it just wasting my time , my energy? . Just let it fail and stop learning vocal . I no nid so stress .. can help save my parents money . I can play more . isn't it the best ? ... Example like . 一位很专业的医生，说那位病人没得救了。。你觉得它还有的救吗？


Everyone think that I'm a happy-go-lucky person . even the quiz ii did in facebook about ' what your attitude say about you ' . my result is happy-go-lucky -.- . no matter what I do also cincai larh cincai larhs . I don't care anything . even my school result . I'm always like . ' aiyah . fail again ~ ' or see the marks . and nothing happen . Not like other people will like . ' AHH ! I failed my what what subject . T_T ' or 'I get 33 marks for my what what subject . ahhhhh ! ' when exam . mostly people will like .. 'tomorrow BM arhs ! sei lorhs . scare' but I'm like 'BM only marhs . sure fail 1 larhs . ' I seems like I don't care about my result . Don't care about the exams . actually am I really don't care about it? .. Of cause not . Don't say exams larhs . exams I really not so care lols. But not like what you all think . I care abit also larhs .

Imma just a damn failure . I'm useless . No one needs me anyways . I can't do anything too :)
I can't do what I think . I can't do what I want . Just like last holiday . June derhs holidays . mid year holidays? . anything . The day before holiday start . I told myself must do many many many accounts exercise rights ? . But till last I did nothing . rights? If you got read my blog . you will know larhs . I'm just damn useless . I can't concentrate in everything . only know play play play play play . haihs .. you think I want ? I'm just too useless till I don't want this to happen also can't . Useless freak .

If like you are born to be this way . and everything happen are just 命中注定 .. why should we live ? . Our life had been control by God . we can't change it . It's meaningless . It's happen to be this way . You're born to be like this . what can you do ? . You can't do anything . Example like me . I'm born to be a lazy person . What can I do ? . Ya . I can change it . Don't be so lazy . But if I change to be a hardworking person . It's also 命中注定 . I don't know how to say what I think . It's like .. ermm .. okays . I'm born to be a lazy person . Then I changed to be a hardworking person . It's also controlled by God . Maybe God early had planned this . He planned to make me a lazy person . Then he planned I'll change to be a hardworking person . It's all controlled by God . aiyah. never mind . I know you all won't understand what I'm saying . or what I'm trying to say . Forget it . Get it or not also never mind larhs . I don't know how to say larhs . gaahh .

Don't compare me with other peoples please . I know they are good . We're TOTALLY a different person . Cause they're good . and make me looks bad . If you take a worse peoples compare with me . of cause I'm better :) . Example like . I looks thin among those fatty . but I looks fat among those skinny . Just don't compare . It doesn't make sense .

D: yellow ~ . i'm tired . aihs .. 2dae .. went tt agn .. we went ipoh chicken rice shop for our lunch :D . ii ordered 1 plate of chicken rice oni :D . dhen after we ate finsih . xiao wei cant finish her soya drink lols. so ii helped her finished it .. haha . i'm clever dhat ii never ordered any drinks :P . dhe soya bean is like .. erhs .. dunnoe how say ._. . it dun taste like a soya bean ? . it's kinda sweet . with some .. weird taste ? . uhh .. it just dun taste like a soya bean larhs ! . and dhat soya ! 1 small sup rm 2.50 -_- . wdhh ? . lidat nid rm 2.50 ? . nort yummy oso lorhs . jz a small cup oni siax .. ii qo 7-11 buy oso rm 1+ oni larhs -.- . it's bigger and nicer -_- . swt .
actually 2dae qort 2 classes . accounts and science . after accounts class . me and agnes shud go science class . but when we opened dhe room door . no one else ._. . nort even a shadow ! . dhen we decided to qo bck home . cos no ppl marhs . oni us mehhs ?! . siao . ii dun wan siol . dhey said dhe teacher dunnoe how to teach . dhen no ppl wanna go his class .. all chged time lols. dhat's whyie no ppl -_- . dhen agnes called her parents call dhem come fetch dhem home lurhs . we waited for like .. 45 mins ? . her mom oni reached lols. dam slow .. -_- . dhen her mom fetch me qo lrt station lurhs . cos ii lazy to walk . haha xD . she put me at dhe lrt station bus stop dere . dhen ii went amcorp buy @-cash lols. xD . dhen qo bck lrt station agn . dhen qo home lurhs . whn ii reached home . just dam tired ! . D: . dhat time ard 5.15pm ady . ii haven tell my parents dun nid come and fetch me . so ii rushed home . abuden later late jor . dhey ady went ttc dhen charm lurhs . ii walked so faz .. so lonq never walk so fast jor ._. lmao .

wow ! . just now watch entertainment 100 % . saw dhe zi mei gui ? . if nort wrng is zi mei gui .. a new taiwan drama . and guess wert ? . henly qort act too ! O.O .. noe hu's henry ? . dhe superstar champion henley . hu looks abit like .. wang da dong ? . he qort act ind he drama too ehhs o.o . but of cz nort main larhs .. jz a pei jiao barhs ? . hehs .

neewayz . imma going watch harry potter tml ! :D . hoohoo ! cant wait siol ! omq omq omq ! . just now ii told my popo

she reali blief my sis qort bf siol LOL . xD .

just nw ard 6pm + lidat . ii finally learned my dance sonq LOL . lmao . ii from laz sat . said ii dhis week must learned dhe dance sonq ! . but dhen .. still laz minit LOL :x . and .. ii .. forgot dhe dance step jor ! D: eeeeeeek .. of cz nort all larhs .. some parts >< . gaahhh . gg agn tml D: .

imma gonna self spam dhis sat :) . 9pm+ lidat .. spam till midnite . 3 or 4 + . D: my diamond club ~! ~ cant watch lurhs T_T . dhen morninq 9+ ( hope can wake D: ) . till nite 8 pm lurhs . sure very very tired .. cos .. whole day spam myself D: . haihs ..

btw . ii helmed ytd ! :D . all stat + 18 luk + 20 . lols. xD . tnx sushii alort :) . and all dhe attkers hahs ! . imma just lucky :] . sushii told me if qort drop 3 helm dhen gimi derhs .. ii told him my com cant boss .. will dc d . dhen he said scar wun d . nort like zkm . dhen ii just qo try lorhs .. fan zheng nort sure helm oso . dhen just qo try see if ii can qo scar anort . how ii noe .. so lucky .. it drop 3 helm :D . dhen ii take lurhs haha :) .<3.

whyie siax? publish jor dhis word normal d ? ii put smallest derhs siax -_- .
ii miss riku .

yellow ~ after few years . ii finally go tuition lols. ._. . aiks .. ya know .. 2dae my 1st day tt . me and agnes just so dum lols. >< . after school . we went 7-11 eat cup mee . dhen we feel like .. standing in dhe 7-11 eat cup mee . looks so weird . dhen we went church dere and eat . after eat finish . we str8 qo ttc lurhs . cz its already 2pm + . class start at 2.15pm . and ii still nid to register . so we str8 qo lurhs . whn we went in dhe class . no ppl dere . dhen we find a place to sit lorhs .. dhat time we just came back from outside wert .. very hot lorhs .. dhen we found a place under dhe aircond derhs .. still tiao dhe aircond blow down .. blow at us lols. wah .. dhat time sit under dhe aircond . so shuang ~ liang liang d ~~ . we so happy lols. xD . but dhen after dhat .. ard 1 hr + ... we started feel very very very cold lols. -_- . cz sit under dhe aircond for 1 hr jor .. we dam cold ! . -_- . after bm qort 5 min brk time .. we str8 rush out .. qo toilet .. dhen went bck class .. tiao dhe aircond blow up lols. zadou .. ii feel like .. lmaos . we are just so dumb ._. . cos jz nw very hot . dhen find a place under aircond . nv tink wert will happen next -_- . cold dao ban si .. swt ! .

and ii earned rm 200 + 2dae siax xP . dun jealous dun jealous ~ . how come can earn rm 200 + siax ? . qo tuition oso can earn monneh so gd ? LOL . tell ue dhe truth larhs .. ytd ii took tuition fee from my mama . ii told her 1 subject rm 70 ~ ii take 4 subjects . so = rm 280 . + rm 20 register fee . so = rm 300 . dhen she gave me rm 300 . actually nort :x . 1 subject rm 70 . 4 subject rm 250 oni :x . but ii told her rm 280 >< . and for dhe 1st time . qort 50 % discount . means rm 270 - 50 % = rm 135 oni :x . ben lai ii tot ii can earn rm 135 oni . dhen 2dae ii qo register . dhe counter ppl told me . cz 2dae ady july 13 liaos . so count half month fees oni . means . rm 135 - 50 % = Rm 62.50 oni . but ii took rm 300 from my mama .. rm 300 - rm 62.50 = rm 237.50 LOL ! . ii earned rm 237.50 ?! @_@ ! .

yellow ~ OMG siol . ii ate durian agn jz nw !!!! omq omq omq . Albee stop eating larhs !! . fat jor 2.5 kg nehhs !! . still eat !? . but you know . when my aunt take the durian out . JUST CANT CONTROL LAAARHS ! . IT'S DURIAN LEHHS ! NOT OTHERS FOOD !! IT'S DURIAN !!! . T_T .

and horhs . jz nw went vocal class horhs . xiao mei lao shi suddenly said wan see our dance sonq .. ii was like @__________________@ !!!!?! . ii bo rdy nehhs ! omq omq . 1st ii dunnoe lyrics ! . 2nd ii dunnoe dhe steps ! . 3rd ii haven learn all dhe steps !! . whn till my turn . ii cincai dance dhe intro . dhen finish LOL ! . walao . dam fish dam paiseh derhs siol . >< . cz .. at least . ppl .. can dance more dhen me :x . haiyo .. lao shi ~ yuan liang wo ~~~~ . actually . ii learnt dhe step till verse 1 jor derhs .. just horhs .. ii learnt 2 weeks ago .. and ii oni learnt 1 day . dhen .. nv practice at all jor ! xD . means .. ii use 1 day .. learnt all dhe step from intro till verse 1 finish . and rmb it . practice 1 day oni . dhen no practice o.o . summore is 2 weeks ago .. ii forgot all steps lurhs larhs !! >< ! . so ~~ must forgive me ~~ xD . boohs ! .

okay larh okay larh . nothing to write jor o.o . kinda sleepy too . xP . qo sleep lurhs lu ~ nites :DDDDDDD .

yellow ~ :D . dam sian derhs siax .. haihs .. ii reali cant play so much lurhs . must learn my dance sonq ! . time seem like .. passed so faz o.o . 3 more weeks . dhen exam lurhs ! omq omq omq ! . nw tink tio . reali start scare jor siax :x . dunnoe whyie x.x . ii tink ii wrote dhis b4 LOL . but reali feel scary larhs >< ! . T_T .

neewayz . jz nw me and my sis forgot 2dae dance class start at 12pm lols. cz laz week teacher went audition in genting . class cancled . dhen dhis week nid ganti . so start at 12pm . dhey tole us laz week . but dhen we forgotten lols. ard 11.56 am lidis . my cousin sms-ed me .


dhen we chiong arhs ! bo bath lols. jz chg clothes :x . dhen my sis faster eat . cz she nid drive . kenort eat in car . ii can eat in car . dhen can man man lai hahas . we reached studio ard 12.30pm lidat . late jor . but teacher oso haven start dhe class lols. ngam ngam we reached . dhen teacher started . so = no late haha . but monkey almost 1pm lidat oni came o.o . she oso forgot jor 2dae class start at 12 LOL xD . kaka . we changed song . not neyo derhs closer anymore o.o . changed to don't stop dhe music - rihanna =x . old school style . girlish derhs ._. . grr .

dhat day my mom FINALLY called dhe uncle about dhe learn motor tingy . dam dhe uncle -.- . qort money oso dun wan earn swt . after my mom talked finish wif dhe uncle . she told me .


walao !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . wdh . wdh . wdh. !!!!!!!!!! .

next monday start . my class chg form teacher .. nort pn.ho anymore D: . chg to wert gowi derhs -.- . dunnoe larhs . indian lai derhs . my sohai class . begged pn.ho to stay . cz dhey dun like dhe gowie . cz laz time she relief our class b4 . just relief oni . she diao-ed us -.- . dhen my class beh sonq d . relief oni oso wan diao us . dhen nw chg her bcome our form teacher aka english teacher . mai gg ? . dhen we planned to chase her away . like we chase pn.ho away =x . yc said . if she diao us . whole class diao her bck . pakat larhs . tuan jie jiu shi li liang . -.-. lmaos . she ask us question . we diam diam dun answer . if we make noise . she call us quiet . dhen we diam diam and sleep . == LOL . now dhey rather pn.ho teach us . oso dun wan dhe gowi . wert for siax ? . laz time ue all hate pn.ho . nw success chase her away . chg to gowi . dhen ue all dun like dhe gowi . rather pn.ho teach . wan chase her away .


okays . going vocal class :) . byes .

Hola :) . din go to school today :P . cz 2dae celebrate pn.lim retire . + ulang tahun . oni study for dhe 1st 3 periods . so ii dun wan to go ~ boohs !

actually ii should be leeching now . and ii can reach lvl 120 today . mayb chg 4th job tml . but . all spoiled . _l_ . ii nort angry at xueer . ii angry at her sis -> gerry _l_ . ii wonder . how old is she ? . 5 yrs old ? . 6 yrs old ? . she doesn't know what's PROMISE . tuesday nite . sushii told me . she confirm can spam me today . 11 am start . but dhen ytd sushii told me . she cant spam me today . she nid to go out . What The Fuck ? . she promised to spam me . yet last minit said she nid to go out ?! . what the hell is dhis bull shyt ? . go out fuck lan jiao arhs? please larhs .
zao zhi dao ii oso qo to school . agnes begged me ytd . she keep beg me to go to school & tuition today . but ii book-ed dhe wert fuck shit gerry to spam me . ii keep give agnes excuse just cz ii nid to leech . ii must stay at home . feel so sorry to her . if ii noe dhat fucker will put me aeroplane . zao zhi dao ii oso promise agnes to go to skul . jiu suan if she mei you put me aeroplane . jiu suan ii promised agnes to go to skul = ii put her aeroplane liao . oso nehmind derhs larhs . since she's dhis kind of ppl too . zzz .
summore wasted my 50 bucks siax . ii tot 2dae wan leech . dhen nid on 2x . dhen nid cash . dhen ii qo buy 20k cash .. idk whyie ii buy 20k oso -.- . mayb dhe 20k ppc nice barhs? -_- . zao zhi dao mai buy .. dhat 50 bucks tml can qo shopping -_- . haihs .. left 15 bucks nw .. tml going watch ice age 3 wif my sis .. 10 bucks ticket .. left 5 bucks .. can do wert ? zzz . wan eat mcd oso kenort . 1 mcflury habis . dhen next friday going watch harry potter ! :D . nid save money agn ........

from dhis experience . ii learnt something .. dhat is .. 世界上没有早知道 .. -_- ..

next week .. start ttc tuition .. monday & thursday .. 2.15 ~ 5.15 pm . acc , science , bi , bm .. sian siol . reali still bo study mood == . lazy qo tuition siax D: . but wei le my agnes T_T . ii qo peii her ~~ aiks .. i'm such a good friend urgh ~ xD .

The 90/10 Principle

Author : Stephen Covey ( Management Guru)

Have you read this before? Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change your life

(at least the way you react to situations). What is this principle?

10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you react. What does this mean?

We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane will be late arriving, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic. We have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other 90%.

How? By your reaction. You cannot control a red light., but you can control your reaction. Don't let people fool you; YOU can control how you react.

Let's use an example. You are eating breakfast with your family. Your

daughter knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You have no control over what just what happened. What happens when the next will be determined by how you react.You curse. You harshly scold your daughter for

knocking the cup over.

She breaks down in tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal battle follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back downstairs, you find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish breakfast and get ready for school. She misses the bus. Your spouse must leave

immediately for work.

You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40 miles an hour in a 30 mph speed limit. After a 15-minute delay and

throwing $60 traffic fine away, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye. After arriving at the office 20 minutes late, you find you forgot your briefcase. Your day has started terrible. As it continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look forward to coming home, When you arrive home, you find small wedge in your relationship with your

spouse and daughter.

Why? Because of how you reacted in the morning. Why did you have a bad day?

A) Did the coffee cause it?

B) Did your daughter cause it?

C) Did the policeman cause it?

D) Did you cause it?

The answer is " D".

You had no control over what happened with the coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused your bad day. Here is what could have and should have happened.

Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently say, "It's ok honey, you just need, to be more careful next time". Grabbing a towel you rush

upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase, you come back down in time to look through the window and see your child getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss comments on how good the day you are having.

Notice the difference? Two different scenarios. Both started the same. Both

ended different.

Why? Because of how you REACTED. You really do not have any control over 10% of what happens. The other 90% was determined by your reaction.

Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 principle. If someone says something negative about you, don't be a sponge. Let the attack roll off like water on glass. You don't have to let the negative comment affect you! React properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting stressed out etc.

How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic? Do you lose your temper? Pound on the steering wheel? A friend of mine had the steering wheel fall off)

Do you curse? Does your blood pressure skyrocket? Do you try and bump them? WHO CARES if you arrive ten seconds later at work? Why let the cars ruin your drive? Remember the 90/10 principle, and do not worry about it.

You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It will work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another job. The plane is late; it is going to mangle your schedule for the day. Why take out your frustration on the flight attendant? She has no control over what is going on. Use your time to study, get to know the other passenger. Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse. Now you know the 90-10 principle. Apply it and you will be amazed at the results. You will lose nothing if you try it.

The 90-10 principle is incredible. Very few know and apply this principle.

The result? Millions of people are suffering from undeserved stress, trials, problems and heartache. We all must understand and apply the 90/10 principle.

It CAN change your life!!!

hola :D . ytd ii so suay lorhs .. ii wasted 8m zzz . wdh siax . ii buy dhe 2x exp pt . 1st time bought 4m . on bo 10 mins . dhen dc zzz . 2nd time bought for 3.5m . on bo 5mins dc ! . dhen ii open 2x exp 15mins for myself d . jz on str8 dc zzz wasted -.- . 3rd time . ii bought for 3.5m oso . dhis time ii chg com jor . dhis com on eclipse d . laptop on blackie d .. luckily ii chg com -.- . cz .. ii spam 1 genesis oni . eclipse dc -.- . if ii bo chg . = blackie dc -.- . dhen wasted another 1 agn == .. walaoeh . wth siol . ma de .

jz nw played audi . ii scored 1.3m without perfect hack LOL ! xD . Be My Lover 135bpm cc4 mode . ii looks pro F3 . hahas . xP .




ytd after bck home from studio . dhen my sis and ii pei my cousin play plastersin . dunnoe how spell larhs -.- . cz he jz bought dhe plastersin . dhen we so lonq bo play jor . mai ply wif him lorhs . we made dhis muahahah . v . dao gei siol xD .



my sis made d lols. dunnoe wert lai derhs . so cute siax rofls .











my lil cousin make derhs lollipop hahas ! he dam cute larhs lols.






2dae went gian eat sushii king for my lunch . walaoeh . dam sarks man -.- . dhe sushi . move derhs . on dhe roll 1 larhs . nth geh -.- . little bit sushii oni . dhen we call ourself lorhs . wth weihs . we called few plates oni . waited for like 45mins ? ._. . zzz . dam slow .... ii see he make sushi .. slow daooooo !! ~ =.= . elo larhs uncle . although nort many ppl . but no nid make so slow 1 okays -.- . ii sit dere waiting for sushi to come . nth do . my lil cousin sit bside me . he oso nth do . keep beat me -.- . very pain 1 lorhs ! . ii dam wish dhe sushi faster come ! . let him eat ! . dhen he will guai guai sit diam diam eat dhe sushi . wun beat me ! . but dhen wait so lonq ! . zzz . dhen dhe toilet ! . so dam freaking far !! -_- !! . my cousin say wan qo toilet . ii call my sis briqn him qo . she dun wan zz . dhen ii brinq him qo lorhs. walaoeh . sushi king infront . dhe toilet at tail dere -.- . so dam far ! . dhen my cousin keep run . ii nid chase him -.- . from head run till tail -.- . dam tired 1 lorhs ! . dhen from tail run bck head == . walaoeh . jipet tired . kids reali dam active siax ._. .

1 more month ! my vocal exam d ! . omq omq omq ! . now tink tio dhis tinq . oso will feel scary d .. dunnoe whyie >< . reali must focus on my vocal dance . piano . can sing jor . ii kenort fail lurhs D: ! . scare T_T . . . anyone can help me? T_T . whyie horhs . ii angry so scary mehhs? lols. like whn ii looke like angry . ue all so scare 1 lorhs lols. whyie so scare ii angry siax ? . like yc . whn ii going angry d .. dhen he will say like . ah !! albee wan angry jor . dun say lurhs dun say lurhs . run 1st LOL . YP oso . lols. see ii wan angry jor . dhen keep say . ching pei dun lidis larhs . dun angry larhs . weihs ~ dun angry larhs . sorry larhs lols. ahsuay oso . ii angry . keep say sorry . swts . ii angry so scary mehhs? ._. .

jz nw watched dhe a cup of love . ka fei lian ren guan . 8tv every sunday 8.30 pm d . dhe msia drama . watch 1st episode . kinda nice siol o.o . bo ma lai xi ya qiang d xD . ii tink imma going chase it :) . haha .

ALAMAKLAWEI ! . dam sian 1 siol ._. .

jz nw went kb class . omq . ii starting to like anna lao shi jor siol ! . she's pro ! . she can zi tan zi chang . live derhs ~ freestyle ! . without any mistake ! omq omq omq ! . dam nice weihs ! . she's my idol ! :D . how ii hope 1 day ii can be like her too :P . jealousy ~ xP .

neewayz . 2dae ~ cos teachers dun let us chg our place . wan us sit at our own places . dhen ky dhat gang . used dhe bitch as a reason to chg place . lols. cz dhat bitch sick jor . but she never wear mask . dhen dhey said ' she sick , dunnoe qort H1N1 borhs . for my own health . ii must sit far away from her . so we must chg place . if nort later kena H1N1 . very scare ' lmaos . actually just a excuse . so dhat dhey can chg place and sit tgt chit chat lols. but dhat bitch jz so dam stupid . dunnoe their real meaning . dhen she keep tell me .. ' so scare die for wert . ii bo tio H1N1 oso . ' she tot ppl reali scare niax . noob ~ after dhat she keep asking me . ' everyone so scare of me . ue sit bside me . nort scare mehhs? . dun scare ii spread dhe virus to ue mehhs? . ' and she keep ask me . ' ue dun scare die arhs? . ' -_- . ii counted . she asked me 8 times in 1 hrs == . wdf ? . ii tink she qort very serious derhs lao ren chi dai zheng . zzz -.- .

btw . tired . slpy . stop here barhs . nitez :) .

Yo ~ Hola :D . my lil cute cousin came ! :D . 1 week + bo see him jor ! . dam miss him derhs siax ~ . just went ss2 dhe durian stall dere eat durian . dhe banner write eat till you full RM dunnoe how much jor marhs . dhen after dinner . rest awhile. we qo eat lorhs . how noe . oni weekdays 2.30~7.30pm qort eat till ue full jiek . nite bo geh . we ate RM 28 :D . dam full siax lols. dhen we went ss2 wai sek gai drink water . tot just wan drink water geh . dhen my cousin say he wan eat little bit lala lols. dhen called a medium d lala lorhs . dhen my aunt see see ha . wan eat sotonq . dhen called sotonq eat rofls . yue chi yue duo siax xD . dam full siax now >< . sure fat jor larhs !! D: .

neewayz . qrats wati - 4P5 new Ketua Kebersihan :D . and tnx for saved me from becominq 4P5 new KK >< ! . walaoeh . dam diao siol .
cos MH dun wanna be dhe bendahari jor . dhen KY dun wanna be dhe KK jor . and WA dun wanna be dhe PKT jor ._. . so our form teacher nid to choose dhe new comittee lorhs .. english period aka her period lols. xP . she said wan vote for dhe new AJK's . dhen call us volunteer or suggest name lurhs . dhen dunnoe which lanjiao kia suggest my name siol ! . tmdccb ! deng ! . ii oni can say dhis class reali dam jipet sohai 1 lorhs . diu . dhey vote for new committee oso pakat 1 .
suggested name - dang su ann , nurul , yen tzer , yoke puai , and me . 5 ppls . vote for Penolong Ketua Tingkatan , Ketua Kebersihan , and Bendahari . teacher said . dhe highest vote will be dhe PKT . second will be dhe bendahari . and dhe least 1 will be dhe KK . after dhat teacher called us stand outside dhe classroom . and dhey started to vote . lalala ~ starting teacher said so many rubbish tinq . we ady stood dere for ard 10 mins . haven start vote -.- . and we stand outside dhe classroom . all passerby saw us . will look at us wif THOSE yan shen . ue noe larhs . if ue walk passby a class . saw students stand outside dhe classroom . wert will ue tink ? . ue sure tink dhat we kena punish stand outside dhe classrm 1 marhs rytes? . yarhs larhs ! . all passerby . look at us wif those eyes . walaoeh . ii see liao beh tahan . shouted : '' teacher faster larhs ! . we stand outside like kena denda siax ! . '' dhen oni teacher stop her rubbish talk and start votinq =.= . ii stand outside . heard LJ and ML dhat gang of ppl's tok dam clear . dhey plan to let YP (dhat bitch . lols. xD . ) be bendahari . dhen if she wan money from dhem . dhey dun pay any sen ! . dhen she will kena teacher diao . owhs please larhs my dear classmate . ue dam pure larhs . or ii shud say .. stupid? -_- . ue tot ue dun pay her money . she will kena teacher diao ? . she complain to teacher . teacher wan money from ue . ue oso must pay wert ryte? . and teacher will just blame ue for nort paying dhe classfund or wertever bullshyt money . or mayb .. ue still dam jian chi mai pay her money . later gao dao disipline dere agn . our class . qort another dicipline problem -.- . duh . dun do wert ue tink . tink far abit larhs please . okays . dhey wan make YP be bendahari marhs ryte? . dhen whn vote finish jor . dhey saw my vote is higher dhen YP . means ii will be dhe bendahari . dhen dhey tell teacher . dhey wan vote for YP . and keep add dhe vote for YP . so dhat YP vote is more dhen me and she can be dhe new bendahari -.- . and so .. nurul is dhe PKT . YP is dhe bendahari . and me . dhe KK -.- . dhat time ii dam buay sonq . cz ii dun wanna be any of dhe AJK's of dhis fucking class . luckily , wati said she wanna be dhe KK . so ii suggested teacher chg wati be dhe KK . successed :D . imma nort KK anymore . Wati is dhe new KK of 4P5 :) .

Ps : sorry seow wei . ii know you don't wan wati to be dhe KK . you begged me to be dhe KK to help you out .. but reali very very very sorry . ii don't wanna be any of dhe committee of dhis class . cos dhis sohai shyt class reali so dam fucking hard to control . ii will just make myself suffer .. dhat's sarks . call sweep floor mai sweep . call do dhis mai do . call do dhat mai choi ue . till last ii nid to do it myself . or else .. kena teacher diao ? . no way . ii don't wanna do dhat ! and ii won't do dhat ! . sorry ..

Hola :D . finally done changing my bloqskin agn lols. ._. . tired .. aiks .. err .. ii tml oni write larhs xP . kinda lazy nw .. jz nw see so many code .. see till m y eye oso @_@ liaos . wan rest ady. nitez :) .

：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　

：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。 　

　 　　
：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　
：好啦，快一点喔。 　
　 　　
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 　
　 　　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 　
　 　　
：怎么这么慢？ 　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　
　 　　
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　
：对不起。 　　
　
　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 　　
　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 　　
　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 　　
　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　
：你最近怎么了？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　
：...对不起。 　　
：我不要听你说对不起。 　　
　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　
从 那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一 个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　
：他休学了。 　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　
：他已经一个月没来了。 　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 　　
我 跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他 仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　
　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　
：什么？ 　　
　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　
：真的？他怎么了？ 　　
　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　
：我马上去。 　　
　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　
　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　
　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　
　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　
　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 　　
　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
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第 一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共 度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　
　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
　　
一百张照片。 　　
　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　
对不起。 　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！ 愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!



















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是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
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