I failed my vocal test . 預料中的事 . whole class 5 peoples only my sis passed . just feel that I'm so useless . No matter what I did . what I learn . also end up with FAIL . haihs ..

2dae exam marh . whn outside waiting for my turn . ii kinda gan jiong d . whn walking into dhe room . ii dam fucking scare . but whn ii stand inside dhe room .. all the feelings gone .. dunnoe whyie . ii don't feel scare neither gan jiong . just bo rasa . like normal praticing . and sing finish dhe song ..
we combine wif other class . exam together . after everyone sang finish . all of us went in dhe room again to listen for da comment .. 2 classes . diff standard .. teacher keep praise dhem . but nort us . dhey shudn't compare us wif dhem . dhey shudn't combine us exam together .. cz dhey too pro .. make us look noob . It's like . when a 100kg girl standing with a 30kg girl . so big diff ..
他们早就知道我们这班的程度比较低。说什么我们这班及格的分数会比较低，对我们的要求会比较低。因为他们知道，我们这班的程度比较低。。放屁啦！全部都是说来好听吧了。根本就没低到。还一直把我们跟他们做比较。说什么如果舞曲不及格，可以让我们有一次小小的机会，唱backup song. 可能有机会通过。屁股啦 ！ 他们根本连听都没有听我们的 backup song .
david 老师还说我的身材比例很好 =.= . 我管你妈妈我的身材比例好不好。身材比例好又怎样？讲废话！

我放弃了。ii don't know shud ii continue learning vocal anort .. wert ii was thinking now is .. oct still qort dance exam . just fail it . and quit forest . don't learn anything anymore ..

What's life ? No one can answer me this question .. Why are we living ? . Humans are born to die . Why don't we die earlier ? how I wish I kena H1N1 .. and leave this world forever .. 我的生活没有意义 .. Life's meaningless .

okay larhs . stop emo . say some happy thingy :) . 2dae after finish the exam . we went station 1 eat thing . pei min said jz nw she's waiting me to cry . lols. cz whn teacher tok to us . ii mean those fail derh larh . 4 of us . everyone cried . only me bo . she say ii very geng .. never cry lmao . but she's waiting for me to cry . lols. zadou ._. . sorry weihs pei min . dissapointed ue haha . ii don't cry infront of people . nobody see me cry before :) . ii only cry when dere's no one there .. actually ii feel like crying too derh lorh . jz ii reali won't cry infront of ppl larh .. ii keep tahan tahan .. my eye's wet . but ii keep tahan don't let dhe tears drop down >< . aiks ..