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Monday, November 1, 2010

yellow peeps .

idk wert to write =/ .

my love story .

ep. 394 .

The End .

301010 .

Goodbye , My love .

Okays .

I don't know what happen to me .

these few days -.- .

How I hope I'm drunk ! x.x .

but too bad , I'm not .

Whatever I did , I did .

There's no way back .

I wish I had made the right decision ,

For you .

I hope you really really understand me (: .

Sorry .

I'm sellfish .

I don't care your feelings .

I don't care how hurt you'll be .

I just do what I want .

I'm sorry .

really really sorry .

Maybe it's hurt at the beginning .

but times can heal .

I hope 1 day ,

when you really found your true love ,

you will flashback your mind ,

think of me ,

and thanks me for leaving you (: .

That's what I want .

“‘Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.”

Everyone who has suffered from a broken heart at any time ,

has heard this quote.

Unfortunately it does not give comfort at the beginning,

only years later will you realize its profoundness and value.

“If you really love something set it free.

If it comes back it’s yours, if not it wasn’t meant to be.”

If you can let go, you will receive. (: .

“You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”

There is no moving on without forgiveness,

and more importantly:

there is no new beginning while carrying “old emotional baggage”.

I hope you forgive me .

“The loss of love is not nearly as painful as our resistance to accepting it is.”

Acceptance is one important step in healing from a break up.

This is part of the painful first phase .

“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,

I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,

I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me

I’m going to smile.”

By smiling,

the body sends signals to the mind that you are happy,

even if you are not.

Eventually the mind WILL accept the state of the body.

Be happy always :D .

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

It means that you have the choice to accept the pain

and not allow it to turn into suffering.

"You don’t know what love is
Until you’ve learned the meaning of the blues
Until you’ve loved a love you’ve had to lose
You don’t know what love is"

“Breaking up.

It happens kind of suddenly.

One minute,

you’re holding hands walking down the street,

and the next minute,

you’re lying on the floor crying

and all the good CDs are missing.”

''I’m not sure what the future holds

but I do know that I’m going to be positive

and not wake up feeling desperate.

As it said ‘ it is what it is,

it’s not what it should have been,

not what it could have been,

it is what it is’.”

“Breaking up is a natural evolution

when you try to figure out what you want in life.

If you’re with an individual who isn’t moving in the same direction

and at the same rate that you are,

it ain’t going to work.”

"When one door closes, another opens;

but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door

that we do not see the one which has opened for us"

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments

and glue them together again

and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.

What is broken is broken,

and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best

than mend it and see the broken pieces as long as I lived"

"The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,

you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches."

"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned,

so as to have the life that is waiting for us."

"Letting go doesn’t mean that you don’t care about someone anymore.

It’s just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself."

We don’t have any control over our Exes. If they want to leave, we have no power to hold them back. All we can do is to accept, let go, heal and aspire to be a better person.

"Letting go has never been easy,

but holding on can be as difficult.

Yet strength is measured not by holding on,

but by letting go."

The less I was thinking about her,

the more I was able to let go.

A relationship break up is a chance for you to change the things that are holding you back.

the suffering is caused only by yourself.

Think good – feel good. This is a shortcut to healing from a break up.

Time is the medium, the healing is done by you.

lols.

I hope all this quotes ,

can help you from healing .

Trust me ,

Believe yourself .

You Can Do It !

JIAAAYOOUUSS :]] .

Neeways .

let's talk bout today ! (: .

went school .

played as much as ii can .

cos its my 2nd last day !

waseh !

today my class 20 + ppl came siol !

nan de siax hahaha .

so long bo see dao so many ppl in class liaos .

hehs xD .

ii laughed , played and chit chat happily .

like nothing happened .

and ii just realise ,

i'm a sibei good actress (: .

loon talked to me in school .

for .. awhile ~

at 1st he said he wanna talk to me .

ii knew wert he wanna talk about .

ii dao him .

dhen in dhe end .

ii even told him my biggest secret -.- .

is like so what da fak man !?

hell shyt !

after school .

went 1U watched Hachiko with sis .

OHMYGAWD WEIHS !

FAWESOME TRUE DOG STORY .

it seriously damn touching .

dhis is my first time .

cry like hell in cinema !

dhis movie really touched my heart .

Hachiko , You're my hero too !

ii feel like crying out of sound .

but ii can't .

cos imma in the cinema T_T .

it'll be like freaking paiseh if ii cry out of sound rofls .

ii cry dao both of my eyes oso zhong liaos >.< .

my sis still wrote in her fb status .

'' my sister was crying BADLY ! LOL ~ ''

wdhh !

ii tink Hachiko is a great movie .

for me to cry out my tears .

where ppl see liaos won't tink i'm abnormal :x .

ii choose the right time to watch dhis movie (: .

how smart am ii ? xD .

Maybe there's few % out of 100% ii cried .

not because of dhe movie .

is because of something else .

seriously .

when the movie just started showing .

ii ady feel like crying ~.~'' .

Maybe because of dhe music ? ._.

or my xin li zuo yong gua . o.o .

dhe movie haven reach dao Parker passed away .

my eyes ady wet .

when Hachiko trying to stop Parker go to work .

my tears dropped .

maybe beacuse ii knew abit of dhe story larh .

so ii can feel it gua o.o .

aiyah . dunnoe larh .

whenever ii tink back dhe story .

ii just feel liek crying ady .

aww ..

seriously damn touching ! D: .

he waited there for 10 years !!

wait dao dhe day he died ! ~

AWW .. :'( .

owh yarh !

and and !

SMALL HACHIKO IS SO FREAKING CUTE !

CHUBBY CHUBBY ! x3 .

on dhe way home .

at dhe DJ sec school traffic light .

saw a school bus .

turn right at dhe corner .

maybe dhe driver drive too fast or wert .

dunnoe larh .

dhe bus looks like falling down lidat man !

damn scary !

really damn damn freaking scary !

at dhe moment .

ii tink of my decision is really very very right .

lidat bibi jiu no nid sit bus lai find wo .

take dhis scary risk .

omg .

if touch wood really anything happen .

ii really dunnoe how .

dhen ii rather ii break with him .

oso mai anything happen on him .

>.< .

ytd my mama suddenly asked me .

eur fren ( bi ) nort coming mehh ?

ue oso dun let him come .

siao ehh . if he come ue really will study ii sure let him come larh . but later come liaos ue won't study . mai more jialat .

eeeesssshh .

my mom don't trust me .

never try never know wert .

but nehmind larh now .

its over .

but wert she said .

is just like ..

putting salt on a scar .

aww man ..

wrong time man mama !

aiks ..

tml is my school graduation day .

and it oso should be our 13th months anni .

we ben lai should be celebrating happily .

but ii just end it lidat ..

=/ .

all dhe form 5 are graduate soon !

and pls don't make me cry tml man !

ii don't want to >.< .

ii scare ii will out of control >< !

but hopefully nort ! :S .

neeways .

going 1U after school tml (: .

with bunch of fwens o.o .

idk how many ppl .

cos some nort cfm yet x.x .

and i'm nort going for my class dinner .

cos my mom don't let me go .

+ ii nort really wanna go .

+ don't really have dhe mood .

paiseh (: .

Lastly .

I'm nort going to throw anything he gave me .

ii will still wear dhe necklace everyday .

hug dhe piggy and doggy tightly every night .

but dhe shirt ..

ii dun tink ii will wear o.o .

cos really abit too big rofls .

neeways .

thanks for everything you gave me .

thanks for everything you did to me .

thanks for those sweet and bitter memories you gave me .

ii seriously nort a good gf .

everyone can tell .

like wert someone said .

ii suka suka argue with ue .

suka suka break up with ue .

if ii patch back .

dhen is really suka suka lerh .

and he said .

he wish his gf is GOOD .

obviously saying i'm bad xD .

hahas .

idc larh .

ii know myself more than anyone else (: .

ii maybe will regret .

but if its good for ue .

ii willing to .

idk if he will come to read my blog again .

but ii still wanna say .

ily .

Signed Off with lotsa ♥ at 4:56 PM

Albee 02/04 ~ aday after aprilful ! :D Aries ~ Meehh meeehhhs ~ xP . 音乐，带我进入一个美丽新世界 。

Albee
02/04 ~ aday after aprilful ! :D
Aries ~ Meehh meeehhhs ~ xP .
音乐，带我进入一个美丽新世界。