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Thursday, December 2, 2010

Yellow :DD .

edited my previous post .

hahahaha really paiseh ! >.< .

ii tink its time for me to change my blog background ady .

dhis background doesn't suit me anymore :x .

1 week break b4 my accounts papers .

maybe take 1 day lai change my blog background :O .

gonna find a cuteee background ! :DD .

no simplicity larh dunch worry xPP .

yehhh ~~ :P .

ohh yeahh !

last time ii said ii had a (Y) convo with my cute lil cousin ryte ?

lmaos . forgot about it ady .

LOL .

he seriously funneh !

so cute !!

laugh die me dhat day roflmfaos !

ii just da gai da gai lidat write out larh .

cos dun really rmb ady :x .

kinda long ady .

2 weeks liaos ii tink :O .

dhis convo maybe will mess abit larh okays .

cos my blog dunnoe whyie .

put colour = no put -.- .

when ii publish liaos .

see in my blog is no colour 1 -.- .

so maybe mess abit larh >.< .

okays .

dhat day is Thursday .

he came popo hse to over 1 night .

cos my aunt here marh .

dhen my aunt ask him .

Aunt : ue want dhe cupcake for eur bdae party marh ?

Cousin : want !

A : how many ue want ?

C : lemme sell plasticine and earn money 1st oni buy .

Me and sis : HAHAHA !

Me : sell plasticine ?

C : yeahh !

M : sell wert plasticine ?

C : ii make derh .

M : HAHAHA ohhh waa ~ DIY !

sis : where ue want to sell ?

infront my house .

Me , sis and aunt : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

S : Got customer mehh dere ?

C : sure got , ii put outside my house .

M : dhe road dere arh ?

C : yaya .

M , S , A : HAHAHAHAHA !

M : ohh those passby-er eur customer arh ?

S : or dhe malay school student ?

A : haha .

M : want me find some ppl go dere passby mou ?

S & A : HAHAHA .

S : dun xiao kan ppl larh .

M : haha okay larh tml me and sis watch finish movie passby eur hse see see arh .

S : ue got sell wert plasticine ?

C : ii got sell many .. got bean larh , got magnet , got apple .. bean and apple RM 3 each .. magnet RM10 each .. if buy 3 .. 3 for RM 10 .

M : waa so cheap ? dhen ii go buy 3 magnet = buy 1 free 2 liaos lorh XD .

A & S : hahaha .

C : wei !

M , A , S : HAHAHAHaHAHAHAHA !

BLAHH !

actually dhe convo quite long larh okay .

ii oni can write dao lidis larh >.< .

Okay .

time to flashbaaackkiess :D .

hmm..

last Friday ryte? :O .

yaya .

gong gong still haven bck .

so oni me and sis at home :P .

sibei shuang hahaha xD .

like so kinda freedom siol ! ~ xD .

went TCM with sis .

watched another fawesome movie !

Rapunzel :DD .

damn nice ! ~

ii still can watch for 2nd time xD .

but still dun find me go watch okay .

ii dun wanna waste moneh :x .

chu fei ue wanna belanja meehh :P .

dhen jiu went popo hse .

pei Merry whole day (: .

aww .. ii seriously love her lots ! xoxo .

around 5pm lidat my sis slept .

dhen ii oso watch teevee watch dao slp .

around 6pm + ?

dhen idk Merry do semo larh . haha .

but whn ii wake up she's sleeping too (: .

sleep dao so shuang .

sleep dao 8pm + my popo and gong gong came back .

heard dhe door open oni wake up lols. xD .

dhat day my mama say dao so funny .

she said .

very shuang horh 3 sleep tgt . call oso wun wake up . 3 oso same same . ii call peipei 1st . ii keep call peipei peipei no respond 1 . eur dog oso no respond 1 . ii open dhe door , keep call peipei . she oso no move 1 . 3 oso no move . dhen ii wan try lorh . dhen ii call merry merry . aiyer she jump up . ii scare , quickly run . dhen she chase . dhen ii quickly run behind locked door and go home . after 15 mins lidat ii go call peipei again . oso no feeling 1 . 3 oso no feeling 1 . ii scare liaos dun wan call merry ady . later she wake up agn . dhen idc liaos .

lmfaos .

ii can imagine dhe img .

sure very funny hahahaha .

xPP .

Saturday .

went KL with sis .

cos sis wanna find dhe card collection book .

and give her fren album .

sun bian go shopping buy cloth ~

see got any nice cloth borh .

sun bian buy cloth for work .

a plain black T ~

ate mcd for lunch .

ben lai ii wan buy a beixin .

ii spotted it long ago .

just oways forgot to buy .

now rmb ady wan go buy .

but dhen ..

so exp arh !

RM 50 siol .

my god !

just a bei xin niax jiu nid RM50 .

sibei nort worth .

so suan lurh .

ii gave up T_T .

sad ~

dao mama finish work .

jiu go home .

Sunday .

went facial .

dhen go giant .

dhen go pasar malam .

dhen go cousin birthday partehh ! :D .

haha .

kinda fun uhh !

those kids are sooooooo cuteeeeee ! :DDDDD .

OMG ~

especially my cousin's cousin !

xuan xuan ! ~

he damn cute weihs !

dhat time ii finish eating .

wan go out play party games with kids lmaos . xD .

dhen xuan xuan wan ppl pei him play .

his dad call him find me .

dhen he come find me .

dhen ii pei him play lorh .

play play xia .

he dunnoe go whr take sumthing .

dhen ii tou tou walk away larh .

but let him see tio .

he jitao call me .

WEI ! WHERE YOU GO ? SIT DOWN !

LOL ! ii dunnoe wan laugh or wert .

so damn cute ! x3 .

jiu .. he say dao very funny larh .

so cute larh really !

his brother oso sibei cute !

OMG .

seriously love kids so muchhhiesss ! :DD .

my cousin got 1 rich friend .

he got handphone siol !

my god !

7 yrs old oni lehh got hand phone ady .

summore is sony w995 .

walaoeh ~ 7 yrs old oni siol !

and my aunt told my cousin ii got bf -.- .

wdf .

she seriously damn kepo .

whyie must she tell everyone ? zzz .

she's one of the reason why .

ii don't have the guts to bring yun back home .

tmd .

fucking kepo .

err .. upload pics next time barh .

lazy now :x .

rofls .

ii seems like .

many pic want upload but haven upload ~.~''.

Monday .

Maths .

ii flunk my maths D: .

sigh .

so hard larh walao .

ii nv expect it will be so hard lorh -.- .

cz PMR dhat time maths fucking easy -w- .

of cz ii know SPM and PMR are diff larh .

but at least it wun be so much diff marh ._.

end out lidis .

whn ii expect it will be hard .

dhen it's so ez .

when ii expect it will be quite ez .

dhen it's so hard .

diaos .

so shud ii expect all will be hard? ~.~'' .

haihs ..

if dhe maths paper 1 answer .

dhat spreaded in fb is correct derh .

dhen ii got 18 wrong liaos .

wdf man .

18 wrong weihs !

paper 1 siol !

summore paper 2 my 20 marks ady gone .

sigh .

dunnoe how to do larh FUCK !

studied for moral nilais around 1.30am .

dao 2am + .

Tuesday .

Moral .

hmm ..

okokay larh .

nort hard nort easy >.< .

guess wert ?

ii answered dhe essay parrt ! :DD .

1st time siol lmaos :x .

and ii answered almost all questions !

oni 1 or 2 blank out niax .

those krj tingy derh .

1st time oso siol ! hahahaha .

ii used all time ~

never slp :x .

Wednesday .

bo exam ~

stay at home whole day .

play the sims 2 .

LOL ~

ii night 10pm + got study science dao 12.30am larh .

end of dhe day x.x .

rofls :x .

neeways .

grats ws patch bck with bryan ! .

3rd time ady -.- .

damn lame dhis cpl .

keep break and patch back dhen break and patch back again .

dunnoe wert are dhey thinking -.- .

so fun mehh ? == .

anyways , idc oso .

Today .

Science .

sigh .

mai say science .

ii flunk my science .

fucking emo .

but ii still wanna talk about it .

xD .

seriously emo .

ii know today science is so damn easy .

paper 1 and paper 2 oso quite easy .

paper 2 easier .

but idk how to do !

FUCK !

like wert my fb status wrote .

today is my 1st time checking answer .

ii checked my answer after ii done my paper 1 .

dhen ii changed 5 or 6 answers .

in the end .

ii changed all to wrong answer !

ben lai correct derh .

check liaos chg liaos jiu wrong ady .

FUCK !

DAMN FUCK !

nort some ue noe .

is ALL !

all oso chg qu wrong answer .

if some still nehmind .

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !

ARGH !!

ii tink ii got many wrong .

for me science paper 1 .

ISH !

cos b4 paper 2 start .

there is 45 mins break .

ii used dhat time to revise abit larh .

dhen ii saw some answer .

quite alort actually .

can say so is like ii kinda purposely go find it .

and it makes me CRAZY !

cos ii wrong so many .

jitao fed up .

damn !

especially those ii corrected .

seriously _l_ .

paper 2 .

is so damn easy .

ii know .

but ii just fucking don't know how to do .

FUCK !

so many question ask to write the name of dhat ting .

ii know wert's all those ting !

BUT IDK WERT IS THEIR NAME !

SO MANY QUESTION CAN ASK ABOUT THOSE THING .

WHYIE MUST YOU ASK IT'S NAME ?!

FUCK YOU MAN !

just write their name oni .

ady 13 marks .

AND II JUST LOST DHAT FUCKING 13 MARKS JUST LIDAT !

FUCK .

those marks seriously free for us .

and ii just ..

sigh .

ii seriously crazy dao .

ii kinda anyhow answer -.- .

got 1 question ask about dhe effect of air pollution .

ue know wert ii wrote ?

ii wrote the end of the world .

WHAT THE FUCK SHIT AM I DOING -.-.

IDK !

dhen dhe essay .

got 1 question ask about .

what can dhe man do to overcome his health problem .

he's having obesity , diabetes and high blood pressure .

how can he overcome it ?

and ii wrote .

ask doctor .

...

FUCK MYSELF .

and dhen it ask .

gib dhe reason why you choose dhat method to overcome his health .

and ii wrote .

because doctor can cure everything .

HOLY SHIT !

ii feel like killing myself ~.~'' .

ii seriously crazy ady .

ii just feel like shouting !

shout like no one business !

ARGH !

sigh .

WHERE'S THE SMALL LITTLE GOOD SMART HARDWORKING GIRL THAT I USED TO HAVE LAST TIME ?!

WHO ALWAYS GET TOP 5 IN CLASS AND TOP 10 IN SCHOOL .

WHOSE RESULT IS ALL A .

AND GET 100% FOR MATHS AND 9x MARKS FOR OTHERS SUBJECTS IN EVERY EXAMS .

WHERE ARE YOU ? :( .

IDW THIS GIRL I'M HAVING NOW D: .

COME BACK TO ME PLEASE T_T .

how ii wish ii can be like xiao rong .

her PMR get 2A .

dhen qi gek dao her .

this 2 years keep chiong her result .

now she can like almost score straight A .

whyie ii just cant be like her ?

ii oso want to get good result .

mai let my parents xiao kan wo .

ii want to study .

but whyie ii just fucking cmi ?

whyie ppl can but ii can't ?

people oways tell me .

other ppl can do it , sure ue can .

to be or nort to be , dhat's dhe question .

but whyie ?!

whyie ii still cant ?!

to be or nort to be , dhat isn't a question for me anymore .

ii get dhe answer ady .

but ii still cmi .

whyie ?!?!

can anyone tell me ?

I think I'm one of the biggest failure person in the world .

no matter what I do .

I failed .

No matter what I learnt .

I failed .

I wish to be a pianist .

when I was 9 .

and then my piano result getting worse .

and then I stopped .

My wish gone .

I learn vocal .

I failed at junior stage .

I learn dance .

I failed too .

although I'm still learning .

and is in a senior stage .

but my dance like shit .

my standard is just like a beginner standard -.- .

seriously .

sucks .

Then I wish to be a Psychologist .

But my result just too bad till I can't get to study in science stream .

once again ,

My wish gone .

and now .

with this kind of fucking laobeh result .

idk what can I do .

I actually so damn scare .

What if no college will accept me how ?

I can't see my future you know .

The road is just too dark .

wonder when will the light .

bright again .

Or I will stuck here forever ?

I can't go back ,

and I can't move on .

I can .

but it's just too dark .

I hardly see anything .

so hard to move on .

I scare there's a hole .

If I step on it .

I fall .

It seriously hurt isn't it ?

I love my life .

I love everything .

I love everything I have now .

but I hate myself .

so much .

I don't want to be me .

I feel so useless .

I mess up everything .

I can't do anything well .

Just play -.- .

I can't make my parents proud of me .

Xia suay them only .

I always cheer myself by telling myself .

' tian sheng wo cai bi you yong '

to make me feel like I'm not useless .

everyone born in this world .

sure got its usage .

so .. what's mine ?

I'm already 17 .

and I have to decide for my future soon .

But I still can't see mine .

Why am I born in this world ?

Why must I be a human ?
Why can't I be a plant or animal ?

Why ?

God , Can you tell me ?

What you want me to do ?

Please ?

You know that day .

Wednesday I think .

SPM start on Tuesday .

Yarh Wednesday .

chatting with you guys .

heard you all talking bout what your parents said blablabla .

I feel so envy actually . :x .

Cause my parents never ask/say anything to me !

They never even ask me how's your exam ?

never even say good luck or jiayou to me .

just a very simple thing nia .

I know they love me .

I know they care for me .

I seriously do .

But I just can't feel it .

...

FML .

Sorry .

abit emo here rofls .

its time for the bomb to explode :x .

i very less will express my feelings , my thoughts out derh .

so .. forgive me :x .

read it .

and FORGET it .

Signed Off with lotsa ♥ at 6:01 PM

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Albee
02/04 ~ aday after aprilful ! :D
Aries ~ Meehh meeehhhs ~ xP .
音乐，带我进入一个美丽新世界。